Thursday, February 4, 2010

Sooo....

A lot in my life has changed over the past few months. Inside, I am a new person. My addituted towards life has been changed completely. I feel as if there is something in this life which is actually worth living for. Never in my life have I been able to wake up and fall asleep with a smile upon my face. I look forward to each new day. What is so different about me? Did I change how I act? Did I wake up on the other side of the bed for a change? No...Something even better then that! I fell in love.
Yeah, yeah, go ahead, give me shit about falling in "love" at only 17. Call me ignorant, call me stupid. BUT DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME I DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS! Because I do. Loving isn't wanting to just get into someones pants to fulfill your lustful pleasures. Love isn't just a everyday occurrence which changes from person to person. No, love is never being able to get someone off your mind. Love is caring for that person at all times. Love is eternal and pure. Love is patient, loving, gentle and kind. Love endures through the hardships. Love fulfills the souls' deepest desires of affection. Love is not restricted based on gender or race. Love is based on the unconditional and passionate love between two people. Whether it is between a man or a woman, man or man, or woman or woman.
I, myself, have fallen in love with another woman. As stated before, it doesn't matter what gender you fall for. What matters is the strong connection which you two share and the bound of love you both share for another. I am now the happiest I have ever been in my entire life. It is all because I have found this amazing woman who stole my heart from the start. I don't know what life would be like without her. She means everything to me. Never have I fallen in love such as I have now. She is always on my mind. My whole life revolves around her for she is my world. Without her, there is no world which leaves no life.
My whole life has changed in so many wonderful ways. It is all because I now have an amazing woman here by my side. I've always believed in living life to the fullest and I know now for sure, I am living my life to the fullest utmost potential.